today was bothe great and not great. perhaps, this is what the chinese call it the yin and yang balance. I feel happy to some extent but not happy. Perhaps, this is what GOD describes as learning experience and calls it LIFE.
went to KKH today and yup i was happy coz i didn't have to go to school and dad was quite nice today considering that he was sending me everywhere and he complained about the school's sytem too that i hated most! you're a great relief(: i really hate school. i never had such a feeling when i was in PHS. i 'd rather camp there than to go home during that time. Well, perhaps, this is what we call it, when you force yourself to like it, you will. Moreover, i really miss you PHSians. I've never had any better experience with anyone plus, *orange was there*. well. things are very different now. no more orange. or maybe like what the dentist told me i literally cannot take such food. Its GOD's plan but i think orange is not only my want, but my NEED. i seriously miss you.
alright. i guess my friends are under the scorching sun doing archery but here i am slacking and revising my irritating maths): i don't feel happy. i want to go somewhere far away i hope i can fill my time like you. i hope i had the freedom to do what i wanted to not think of anything else. i was hoping, i am hoping and i have hoped. the first thing i can do is to hope, and last thing, to hope.
i am not wenyan that you have used to know. i am not quiet. i make noise. i amnot a gentle girl. i smack. i am not a innocent girl. i curse. i am not who i am, because i have changed. the world is changing from bad to horrible and seriously, i don't understand everything. i don't understand the world that i am living in now.
i really pray for one day to come because now, i'm hanging on because _________.
and take care ppl, the swine flu is killing but i shall pray. that we get a 'national holiday' in lieu of it. i'm tired, pray with me.
love,
WenYan(:<3
I am praying that i can share this beautiful moment with you.
Dear God,
I pray for strength and perseverence.
Amen.
love,
WenYan(:<3
I finally, realised.
I am hiding.
i just feel like crying.
love,
WenYan(:<3
Hi World!
Rights. its been 2 days since i have last posted something on my blog and since i am a little more free and a little more happy today, i shall blog a little about what happened yesterday and today! So since there are so many things to report, A PICTURE SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS!
FRANCO! although you are ever irritating, thanks for lighting up my life(:
I pray that you girls will stay pretty and efficient always. Thanks for being a good buddy!
my DEAR SQ 7 MATES!
All my dears, you are precious(:
Sec 4 batch 2009
Last formal parade girls!
Handing over during POP(:
Started off my day today with archery(: Met YanLing and KeQin and walked to school and yup, were gossiping as usual! Tried out 30m, and luckily, i didn't kill any arrows this time round. OMG the coach was super super nice. He's really super jovial and understanding!
On my way on 858, love this couple! The OLD MAN volunteered to sit in the sun in place of his WIFE who was OLD as well and kept asking her if she felt comfortable. that was super romantic lah! Good job OLDIES(:
Left to study with Abigial and Debbie. After eating Popeyes, we practically walked around the terminals to look for a place to study. Guess what?! met AWESOME ChinRong! hahah(: Settled at Coffee Bean. Although didn't really complete alot ofhomework, i did manage to do something!
Went to grandma house as usual and yep, I'm home now..
Alright. Shall get the pictures from Abigial and Debbie some other days and shall update you guys okay? Shall pray you have a nice weekend. Nights((:
love,
WenYan(:<3
I wished i could have that second to just stare into space, thinking of absolutely, nothing.
I would rather live in a countryside and to lead a simple life.
Just to stay happy, Just to smile.
There you go people. He's my cousin's child and yes, he's indeed a precious thing to my family. Maybe i was like that when i was young but i was sure, i was brought up in sarongs and those traditional stuff. you're a lucky baby. you're a lucky kid.
Well, loads of thanks to all of you. i know you all are concerned about me. i don't know how to explain the whole situation but yes, i am grateful to you guys. there's many names to name and i promise, i will keep you all in my prayers.
Alright, I'm currently in the sch's library waiting for archery to start and Debbie's burying herself in maths maths and maths. haha! and i seriously hope it won't be boring later...
till then, BYE(:
love,
WenYan(:<3
Unconditional Love
Remember dear when you are a successI'll be as happy as can be But remember too, that when you fallYou can always come to me There's little in life we cannot shareWe'll share the bad times, tooFor my love has no conditions, dearThat's what i give to youthat i promise you. you're special. that i swear. i understand. i understood that once you take a wrong route in life, there might be just no chance to turn back. its a cul de sac. its just me, my fault. even though here might be a chance that you might survive, it might be long pain and harsh. i know, i understand. i understand your pain. my wrong. i am just not meant to be. i am a idiot. thanks for waking me up.
love,
WenYan(:<3
HEYHEY!
I think you guys really ought to congratulate me for this mann! After askingmy sister for a thousand times then i realised i should have doneup a blog long long time ago. So i think the first thing would like to have is a personnal camera!
Right, a little report on today:
Met up with ADE for pilates class and gym- LOVE YA, BUDDY!
went to have a hair cut before i look ghostly
TRIED to study and finish up my homework
Dinner with cousins and chatted
Watched the President's Command Performance *NICE*
DECIDE TO DO UP THIS BLOG(:
And here's some bad news to tell you:
ITS MONDAY AGAIN TOMORROW- EEKS)):
I think i really had some PMS mood again. I don't understand why it happens, but girls, we are the unlucky ones. Everything you do can possible just ignite and just be my exploding factor.. I just want to hope that tomorrow will be a better day. There's so much things that i pray for. So here's a little prayer for tonight:
Dear GOD,
thank you for bringing me through this week. thank you for always being there to be my guardian angel. thank you for giving me strength and perseverence to do whatever i needed to do and to do it well. thank you, for giving me the courage to say what's right and what i think should be right. thank you for telling me what is good and bad, what is negative and positive, what i should and shouls not do.
I pray that__________________________________________________. (sorry, that's a little secret with GOD)
Thank you for everything.
Amen(:
love,
WenYan(:<3
FRANCO! although you are ever irritating, thanks for lighting up my life(:
I pray that you girls will stay pretty and efficient always. Thanks for being a good buddy!
All my dears, you are precious(:
Last formal parade girls!
Handing over during POP(:
I wished i could have that second to just stare into space, thinking of absolutely, nothing.
I would rather live in a countryside and to lead a simple life.
Just to stay happy, Just to smile.