there's so much things that had went on in my life that i dont know how to express simply because, it all revolves around the same issue. its just me and my brains. rights, shall start off with something more happy and nice...

newest and coolest- Body Marking

Although we got nothing but this is like COP

and the nice green shirt(:
thanks kevin and adrain. especially adrain. you are simply nice and fantastic. you're great team member and thank you very much for this chance to work with you. had much fun with chinrong's and bryan's team as well! met alot of people like joyce, jinshi and jason neo on that day itself. it was really mentally and physically draining!
sunday was not feeling well- mentally and physically. yes. it was a tough day because i miss hugs. i really do. i miss those times i wish to say but i just cant. abigial was super nice and yanling too. thanks for all your words of console and waking me up. thank GOD for friends.
monday was super tiring and drenching i dunno why but i am super drained. reached home early but had to nap because i felt like fainting. sorry yanling. promised to study with you but didnt make it. i don't like to feel unconfortable in my heart. its just plain torturing. yes, pure pain. piano lesson was nice because i begged ms koh to tell her students not to go to my college and not to make a lifetime regret.
today's tuesday and i dunno why i am a little happy today till the end of the econs period. i was laughing till i felt orange's presence but fading away. i dunno how to put that feeling into words and felt like tearing but cant too. yes, had to try. studied with yanling in the library which is super nice. thanks friend. because you are always so amazing(: thanks dear. homed with kennedy and fairoz and yanling. it was fun and everything. now i am currently supposed to work hard and do loads of revision but yes, here i am, not doing it. GOD please save me!
okay. i am dying here and i really want a little hug from you. why is it real life so different from the television shows? tell me why. i really envy the couples on television shows which are so romantic and so sweet. yup. back to dreaming again.
till then,
take care kids (: