hello friends!

this day has come and its kind of nice, i think. TODAY'S OFICIALLY THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL and i have just finished my general paper block test today. yes, was kind of worried today. as usual met abigial in school early to revise and read more into GP. wrote about whether children helps to strengthen a marraige. not too bad i hope and comprehension was about good teachers(: i really pray that i have good teachers. and early in the morning, abigial had just reminded me through someone that my morning is my peace time! dont you ever dare try to make me pissed in the morning because you shall die! thank god, i appreciate each new day..

went on to singapore poly for some NDP talk thing from the NDP EXCO. went with dhanesh, priscilla and someone which i cant remember the name. haha. although i thought it was boring but thanks to dhanesh and priscilla, it was kind of interesting and self-entertaining. we laugh at anything and everything! mr lim was super nice to send us there and to help us think of some ideas and send us back to north again. thanks loads(:

tomorrow have to report for some coporal's camp and it will be my first time not being a girl.. haha. its gonna be interesting because i do not have to wear full u anymore. YEAH! and i will be playing piano for the devotion thing and i hope that i can make it. beacuse until now, at this last moment, i do not even have the score to practice it. i feel so insecure and sorry. i really pray for GOD's help and blessing huh. alright. i have to pack my bag and thank goodness my menses is over! i hate having cramps and all in camp. its just plain disgusting!

something stupid that i did yesterday. i was screaming at joshua for dunno whatever reason- just felt like shouting at someone. i wanted to say 'you dont think you fat i scared of you hor' and i ended up screaming 'you dont think you scared i fat of you hor!' OMG! that was the most embarassing moment in my life. well. i realised i have some problem speaking much less scolding someone. i cant speak fluently now. i dunno why. but thanks loads joshua, you shall always be the one that i will scold. i will practice scolding on you!

i am feeling so patriotic after the NDP talk thing and i so want to dress up in red and go for national day parade this year. i seriously cant wait till that day. singapore is my homeland and this is where i belong.... blahblahblah! haha! i want the fun BAG and all the food inside. i want sing the national day songs and i want to see the parade and say the pledge and sing the national anthem. notice, i was never so loyal to singapore. yeah, good job wenyan(:

alright. i shall stop crapping for the day and start doing my stuff and get ready to watch 'crimewatch' on the television. and please do not forget. just in case there is some stupid nuclear war and i die, i want a white coffin and sweet pink roses(:

BYEBYE!