(Sparks of my life)

Thursday, June 25, 2009

and yes hi again with all i have to say. let the pics talk first:

here's mum when she was young with her extremely HIGH pants

dad when he was not so fat- but super NERDY

me and my sister when we went out on tuesday(:

that's what the government say. let the needy sit. so if you have noticed, people try to avoid this seat totally. it is super amazing- when people go in, they auto siam somewhere else.

and most importantly, tay did not submit this student conduct card. i did my work lah. i just did not bring it. OMG! my first time in my life ganna conduct card. disgraceful shit, wenyan.

yeah. and things are not getting any better. but now i feel i do have some personality disorder. i can treat you nice and the next moment forget everything and change my mood to feel like killing you. and this feeling is really real. that's how i felt today. my mood and my thinking changes like so super fast. cant imagine how i did it as well.

so many many things to say to so many many people but i dont really get to meet them.

after all, this is what i want to say:

if you think you can be alone, then dont disturb me in the first place. if you have friends, please do not act lonely and come to me to help you. if you think that you are right, go ahead, i ignore you. if you think that i am stupid, yes i am. i am indeed an idiot. if you think that you want to play and waste my time, forget it. i swear i hate you. if you think that you can control my life, think twice. if you think you are great, a reminder- please get a life. if you think you should die, go ahead, i support it. if you think that you can lie to me, sorry buti take promises seriously.

there is no way i am going to forget what i say when you can just simply ignore a promise. i have no friends. i have just enemies or close friends. i dont like the feeling of standing in the middle. i had the choice of staying in my comfort zone but thanks to you, my life is in a total mess. and here, you just simply say, get out of it yourself. you simple just have to say, move on. who's the one who had put in all these shit for you?

friends, i have to admit, i am stupid. i am dumb. i thought i was right. i am wrong.

feel like going to some beach to camp over tonight. i have so much things to say. to my dear friends, thank you so much. thank you for always being with me. i appreciate you and i love you. to those who think you can make use of me, think twice because, i hate guys.

nights, world.

love,
WenYan(:<3

7:20 AM