first of all i am not in a serious good mood today and i think that i am quite irritating today in order to TRY to make myself happy. thanks alot franco and gang. good job and thank you so much and sorry for bothering you. im very grateful. you all are a bunch of interesting people.
perhaps i am in a jealous state. i have been trying to get myself out of this shit but when i always almost conquered it, something have to happen. fate? perhaps,its retribution. felt like blasting so many times today. but i know i couldnt. but i have planned something that i want to do and something that perhaps, can pay a little for my sins. i kept praying and praying. maybe that's the saving factor.
maths was not too bad as joshua and terry were super entertaining and terry was telling me his life stories which was super super interetsting. maybe he should write a book on that.. haha. thanks for making my day a little happier. stayed on in school for some NDP meeting. well, its my first time planning for NDP and i hope its gonna be intersting. love ya priscilla. thanks for the hug(: i really needed someone to hug me now. right now.
went on for tuition and someone was extrememl irritating. if there were ever such a award called 'the most smelly and irritating person', i would gladlygive him that title. seriously, you are a pain in the neck. your voice alone can kill. mr ho was super nice to me today and was quite funny. did complex numbers. i still do not understand why the crazy scientist who love to imagine things like imaginary numbers which totally do not exist in the first place.. i amd so not grateful for your invention because i think its more of a torture than a past. like what sophie mentioned. they found this is their business lah, why do we have to learn them?!
rushed home for piano lesson. yes. ladies and gentlemen, here a preview to my ever boring and packed life. i just cant get used to being alone and being quiet- although i really long for that. noise is good help me cover up my emotions but after all, i need some time for myself. i have learnt that, through the hard way. i think i pissed ms koh off because she totally almost screamed at me and gave me that expression that 'i hate stupid kids like you!'
finally, i have got loads to do and GOD I NEED MORE TIME! there like piles of work and loads of revision for me to do. i promised i will help someone this holiday but i have not even planned anything yet. i want to sort out my life and i want to plan for my future. I NEED TIME, DEAR GOD..
love,
WenYan(:<3
