dear friend,
thanks for tolerating me. i am tired. i need something more than what i usually do. i know i slapped many of you hard. i'm sorry. i really feel guilty about it. that's all i want and that's all i can feel. i need pain. more pain. i feel like crying. i am waiting for one day. i am hanging on. perhaps, i will feel the warmth one day. thank you for standing by me.
love,
WenYan(:<3
heyhey! i am back after my tuition! i am like so enjoying tuition today because its so interactive and enjoyable! hahah! tutor's quite cool too! i love doing oral conversation and passage but just not picture conversation! NO PICTURE CONVERSATION FOR WENYAN because its simply tough..
anyway, had some fun in pilates lesson today because i really hoped to work out my abs. i want 4 little muscles(: ahaha! but i still miss natalie because its more interesting and more engaging!
anyway, here's the pictures from yesterday at grandma's house:
here's my junior with his finger in mouth.. wenyan's junior!
i'm sure he's gonna be nice like me! haha!
smart kid who can take his bottle for 3 seconds..
after 3 seconds.. hahah!
and here's me entertaining him and he SMILED!
attempting to smile...
and he's happy!(:
and i think he's intested in the phone!
because its the same as michelle's!
and ive got something to conclude. its not my fault for not being able to sing well because mummy sings horribly! i reminded her time and again not to sing to clison just in case he has problems singing as well.. ahhah(:
shall be off to do maths reflections but
I DID NOT MEAN TO WRITE **** BUT IT MEANT 'SHIT' I DONT KNOW WHY IT BECAME LIKE THAT. I AM NOT VULGAR! HAHAH!
love,
WenYan(:<3
yesterday was like TGIF! hahaha! congrats to wenyan for braving this week of nonsense. gotta thank mr lim for postponing the test for us.. haha. if not i CONFIRM DIE. anyway, loads of things to share.
dedicated to nicole: dear, i will stay with you like how they are, always. i promise!
brave on okay(: SMILE!
poor little things kept in bags like this.. hahah. quite cool!
yup this was how i found them in the pet shop. quite amazing! haha!
after GB, hannah was like crazy trying to be bimbotic and siam-ing away from my phone!
and here's weili trying to teach her some mandarin! haha, loser!
dorothy with her boys over flowers, AGAIN!
meimei's new bf, mr greedy.
bought it from terry who was nice enough to sell me at $1(:
the angel(me) baked the angel cake yesterday
and mum, i am more successful than you. moreover, check out this price. ahah!
anbd here's dad. who dont wake up...
even after i took away all the sleeping materials, he continues snoring...
today was fine with GB in the morning. it was kind of fun and interesting going back to PHS again after quite some time. haha. this h1n1 saga is really crazy man. i was never so cared for lah! haha. had some nice chatting with laura, weili and dorothy. ruth, hope you are feeling better now.
i really needed to thank ZHUANG YI. had cramps yesterday and she bought medicine and accompanied me for about 1 hour in the toilet. haha. thanks. i was quite unglam. i could have fainted there. thanks(: and to terry, thanks for saving me although it was quite an embarassing issue. thanks! suddenly, JC looks a little better especially with me trying to enjoy maths a little more now. ahah!
here's for you dear bestie:
this is tough and i think that this seriously proves that men are bad people. woman are well and fine without you all. good riddance to bad rubbish. hate you all, boys! we can live well and fine without them beside us. i am sure. and i will be here for you. dont worry. we will brave this together like how you helped me the other time. dont feel sad because it is not worth it. do not shed tears because its a waste of you precious tears. if need be, just call me. i'll be here, i'll lend you my shoulders(: love you!
HAPPY 18TH ANADEE!
long time no see and i seriously hope you like the card i've sent. shall catch up with you soon!
going to have fun with clison later and enjoy entertain grandma. ahhah! had KFC meal so i feel great now. and till then, bye!
love,
WenYan(:<3
i do not understand what kind of spell i am currently under. my eyes are hurting. i am tired. give me a break. perhaps, letting go is the toughest thing in life.
i have not learnt.
i am learning.
i'm sure i will learn.
god, save me.
love,
WenYan(:<3
evenings people!
okay. right now, some of my class peeps are going for a class outing as well as a movie and i am stuck at home. well, simply because i think i have spent little time at home and also coz i have a irregular moodswing now. so once again, to the people that i verbally and physically abused these few days, i am sorry. i will control myself better and i am sure i can do it.
yes, many things happened in school today and its kinda funny huh! hhaha.. here's a little preview:
POTLUCK FOR SG 23 GIRLS TODAY!
Waiting to eat...
here's sophie and her request(:
from front: shona, sophie and zhixin
look at how greedy shona is!
ruiling with sophie's milk and cereal..
here's our menu for the next potluck!
we are all prepared!
here's the difference in size between abigial and wenyan!
from left, abigial's, wenyan's and joleena's
notice how everything of abigial is small including the human itself?!
here's a little reminder for you guys... remember this!
here's terry and samuel sleeping in maths class...
samuel doing some gross thing on his feet... stinky samuel!
ferry is more than innocent. notice what he was so interested in..
my dear ferry, i will allah about your 'indulgences', hahahah!
here's during hist... for those who understands, good for you!
senior's joke! haha!
formal class photo.. spot me !
fun shot 1
fun shot 2... notice what i was doing?! hahahah!
one of the interesting parts as well...
we trying to eat up abi's bun?!
UG group photo
UG funshot
the formal one...
and zhuang yi is always there.. thanks!
finally to all those taking mt lc today, i think its okay.. so i hope you all can score (: take care peeps, i have faith in you guys(:
rights, going for dinner so byebyes!
love,
WenYan(:<3
hi dears,
i am back again. firstly, i really have to apologize to those whom i have been rude to. i am really in a bad mood. i tried. i am very tired. i hate this too. i will try harder, i promise.
let the pictures do some talking first:
this is syahril with his 'GC'
check out who's studying?!
Joleena was not hardworking... scroll down...
bingo with abigial actually..
I WAS A GOOD KID I DID NOT PLAY THAT!
hahah! always the case! this was from ms wong...
and this was from ms aminah..
and here's samuel enjoying himself during PCCT on tues
thanks joshua for always keeping stuff for us(:
and this is ET my primary school classmate!
thanks for donating blood!
i wished i could donate blood too...
okay. this was a tiring week. thank goodness mr lim postponed the test till next wednesday. i was totally stressed up by that and maths as well. i think intergration is totally stupid. maybe i should have just heed abigial's advice and just decide to do H1 maths in the first place.
tomorrow's going to be a nice day because tomorrow we will end school at 12.40pm because the J1 kids are having their mother tongue listening. let me think what i should do and what i should be thinking about. hhaa!
last friday was horrible coz i saw orange and it kind of pisses me off. it shouldnt have started in the first place. worse than a stranger. i hope it dosent get worse.
shall do my stuff now. dad bought me the fei tian xi shi. shall download it soon. take care people!
ALL THE BEST FOR LISTENING J1s(:
Bye
love,
WenYan(:<3
smart kid who can take his bottle for 3 seconds..
after 3 seconds.. hahah!
and here's me entertaining him and he SMILED! 
attempting to smile...
and he's happy!(: 
and i think he's intested in the phone! 
poor little things kept in bags like this.. hahah. quite cool!
yup this was how i found them in the pet shop. quite amazing! haha!
after GB, hannah was like crazy trying to be bimbotic and siam-ing away from my phone! 
and here's weili trying to teach her some mandarin! haha, loser! 
dorothy with her boys over flowers, AGAIN!
meimei's new bf, mr greedy.
the angel(me) baked the angel cake yesterday
anbd here's dad. who dont wake up...
even after i took away all the sleeping materials, he continues snoring... 
i do not understand what kind of spell i am currently under. my eyes are hurting. i am tired. give me a break. perhaps, letting go is the toughest thing in life. 
Waiting to eat...
here's sophie and her request(:
look at how greedy shona is!
ruiling with sophie's milk and cereal..
here's our menu for the next potluck!
here's the difference in size between abigial and wenyan!
from left, abigial's, wenyan's and joleena's
here's a little reminder for you guys... remember this!
here's terry and samuel sleeping in maths class...
samuel doing some gross thing on his feet... stinky samuel!
ferry is more than innocent. notice what he was so interested in..
here's during hist... for those who understands, good for you!
formal class photo.. spot me !
fun shot 1
fun shot 2... notice what i was doing?! hahahah!
one of the interesting parts as well...
we trying to eat up abi's bun?!
UG group photo 
UG funshot 
the formal one...
and zhuang yi is always there.. thanks!
finally to all those taking mt lc today, i think its okay.. so i hope you all can score (: take care peeps, i have faith in you guys(:
check out who's studying?!
Joleena was not hardworking... scroll down...
bingo with abigial actually..
hahah! always the case! this was from ms wong...
and this was from ms aminah..
and here's samuel enjoying himself during PCCT on tues
thanks joshua for always keeping stuff for us(:
and this is ET my primary school classmate! 
thanks for donating blood!