dear friend,
thanks for tolerating me. i am tired. i need something more than what i usually do. i know i slapped many of you hard. i'm sorry. i really feel guilty about it. that's all i want and that's all i can feel. i need pain. more pain. i feel like crying. i am waiting for one day. i am hanging on. perhaps, i will feel the warmth one day. thank you for standing by me.
