I SWEAR I WILL NEVER BE ATTACHED BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE HORRIBLE PIECE OF SHIT. ESPECIALLY ALL YOU FROM _ _ _. I DONT KNOW WHAT IT HAS TAUGHT YOU BUT HELL YOU GO! I WILL CONTINUE PRAYING FOR YOU. PRAY THAT YOU WILL DIE EARLIER AND GIVE ME MORE PEACE. YOU THINK YOU ARE HAPPY, GO AHEAD. I AM GROSSED OUT BY YOUR ACTIONS AND I WILL NEVER ACCEPT WHATEVER YOU DO. THIS IS DRIVING ME NUTS. GO AHEAD GET DRUNK AND DIE. YUP ITS ALL MY FAULT THATS WHAT YOU SAY. WHAT DO YOU UNDERSTAND? YOU SURE YOU DO? DO NOT APPEASE ME BY SAYING SUCH NONSENSE. STOP USING ME AS AN EXCUSE. ANYWAY, I DID NOT SEND ANYTHING TO YOU AND I WOULD NOT HAVE BOTHERED TO DO SO. PERHAPS, IN THE PAST. NOW, NEVER. THANKS FOR SHOWING ME THE TRUE COLOURS OF GUYS. TELL ME YOU WANT TO BE IN SAF, I WILL MIGRATE IF YOU DO BECAUSE I FEEL THREATENED. I HAVE WASTED MY LIFE AND I HAVE LOST MANY THINGS BECAUSE OF YOU. THATS PROTECTING ME? SORRY BUT I AM NOT ACCPETING RUBBISH. TELL ME YOU ARE UPRIGHT AND RIGHTEOUS, TELL ME YOU ARE NOT LIKE THAT. TELL ME PLEASE. I THOUGHT I HAVE MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE. I HAVE SPOILT MY MOOD FOR TODAY. I CANNOT CRY. I CANNOT FROWN. I AM NUMB. I AM TIRED. to my dear guy friends out there, thanks for standing by me and helping me loads. i thank you. sincerely. if i ever go, i have to say, thank you. i feel so bad slapping you because you do look like him. im sorry. it hurts. i am controlling myself. i am trying to be sane. i am trying.
love,
WenYan(:<3
