i am currently in a super horrible mood now. i just completed my form for WAP and i hope i can go through. i wrote something very nice for myself so much so that i am starting to give second thoughts about it.

i never loved or wanted to scold anyone. it wasnt my dream to wake up everyday and to aim at who or how many people i would like to torture everyday. i am not challenging anyone but i hope i get my stand clear. i am tired of such nonsense.

came back from tuition. text nicole along the way and that kind of made me feel better. i have so much things to do and i am not in the right mind to do it. debates for CSE and History, econs and maths test on wednesday and GP promos on friday. GOD, this week is seriously overwhelming and i am trying to breathe. i been peeling off my skin very badly and my eczema is acting up soon. feel like some old lady nagging and talking rubbish but that all i can do now to waste more time.

i need some prayer. my heart is jumping thumping banging clanking hitting knocking poking smacking slapping thunking thwaking walloping me up and i am so clueless on what i am going to do. ARGH. PLEASE DO NOT TRY TO PISS ME OFF TOMORROW.