people please pray that i pass it with flying colours and so i dont have to take such nonsense anymore! should be studying now so ta-ta people!
love,
WenYan(:<3
7:10 PM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
didnt update my blog for quite some time because i was simply lazy and tired at the same time. hahah! anyway, this is the week where the seniors slack and the juniors will have to do some rushing for PW and mother tongue. joy to the world!
Here's when the poor kids are rushing their projects:
edmund writing his script
sophie doing up the presentations slides
and the boys, totally slacking
went on to mac ritchie reservoir for jogathon and here's a simply summary! some of the UG and first aid people(:
while the girls were warming up, me and bryan were at our duty station chatting!
anyway, things are okay these few days. shall talk about my O level english first. it was okay and i seriously hope i can do well and get a A at least. i have put in the effort and i do hope to do well for it. compo was about the importance of english language and compre was about sleeping and dreaming. when i told mum about my compre topic, she completely had faith in me because she commented that it was my expertise. hahaha!
today was funny and scary with aminah's lesson and me and zhuangyi ran to A2-02 for her lesson. was scary when she asked why i was not there. and dave, i think you are her idol now and she will remember you forever for being brain dead! haha! was jumping and horribly worried for comilili just now when aminah asked candice who she was talking to. omg, you better thank god comilili. and what i said to aaron was really true! hahahah!
my birthday is like in a few day's time and i really hope i turn 18 soon. i'm so tired and cant wait to grow old and get out of such nonsense. oh right. hint hint people!
before i end of, comilili this is specially for you. its my PW video anyway. do not laugh at me okay?(:
love,
WenYan(:<3
11:26 PM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
i need some serious prayer because its my O level english tomorrow.
i flunked it once. i do not wish to do it again. and i cannot disappoint my tutor samuel. need some divine intervention now(:
Dear WenYan, you will do your best and strive for this paper. because you have simply spent alot of money on tuition fees. read the questions carefully and think before you try to write any nonsense k! WenYan(:
love,
WenYan(:<3
6:01 AM
Friday, October 23, 2009
here i am sleeping.
i am so tired these few days that i think its simply the PMS times again. i love to let my hair down, sleep the way i want and rest the way i like. sleeping is no longer a pleasure which i used to enjoy because i dreamt that i failed promos and got kicked out of school. gosh, i really have to start praying. i am so tired of waiting for something to happen.
actually i have no idea what i am talking about and so ignore me(:
byebye.
love,
WenYan(:<3
11:10 PM
hihi! today morning was pretty boring. i waited for like 45mins with terry at the kallang sea sports centre like some total idiot with other groups of people who are like old adults.
nice scene, pretty place
outside kallang sea sports centre
and you better study hard or you shall end up doing this- clearing rubbish in sampan
at abour 8.15- 121 girls
a second shot(:
all the girls that were present from 121
WE ACTUALLY WERE CALLED CHAMPIONS, AND WE WON THE DRAGON BOAT COMPETITION SO WE WERE REAL CHAMPIONS, HAHAH(:
bussed to kallang mrt
took mrt home from there
everyone was sleeping and resting lah, tired people!
came home today and i received this invitation. i wanna go for this. its the 15th anniversary of my primary school and i am invited. i am so happy they kind of remembered me after so so so long. yeah! but now, the thing is looking for someone to go with me. so whoever got this tell me so i know i can attend it with someone. i know its gonna be boring(:
attended this briefing and course ar AMK thye hwa kuan hospital by TTSH people. its a really nice and engaging thing and im glad i volunteered there. I cant wait to serve now! hahah!
I AM SUNBURNT (A LITTLE) NOW.
I CANT WAIT TO SUNTAN.
byebye(:
love,
WenYan(:<3
3:31 AM
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
hihi! i simple had nothing spectacular about my life last few days so yeah, i didnt post anything much to save your time for reading my nonsense. haha!
Today was kind of cool when we thought it was going to be super boring. Post exam acitivities: House Bonding. I belonged to Canberra this year(:
started with captains ball which was hilarious!
waited for out turn PATIENTLY while sweating profusely
I HAVE TO DECLARE THAT ZIGUANG IS A RECKLESS DRIVER
here's me(: credits to crystal
abigial is a horrible driver
in addition to her nervousness, she needed loads of cushion to touch the pedal
comilili got scolding because she stepped too hard. HAHA!
and sophie went for a second and even a third time! haha
this morning was simply horrible and irritating because i this was what happened
dad was sending me to school when this conversation happened:
爸爸：为什么你现在一直用英语沟通呢？和妈妈用英语，也和文怡用英语。
文雁：但是我一直都用华语和你说话嘛！
爸爸：你觉得你很聪明吗？还是你觉得这样很好玩？和妈妈讲英语，转过身跟我讲华语，再跟婆婆讲广东话。
文雁：但是我还有跟你讲话与嘛！还有，我这样做可以学英语。我的英文不好。
爸爸：这个不是价值观的问题，而是耕的问题。你现在不觉得你像香蕉一样吗？外黄内白。
I simply had to blog about this because i think its too much of him to do this. What nonsense?! i have been speaking english since Sec 1 which is 6 years ago. And by telling me this now, dont you think its YOUR fault for being a useless dad? are you telling me that only after 6 years, you noticed me change? Moreover, he said eng was some commercial language. Simply because korea and japan and malaysia all speak their own language and are proud of it. Bullshit. It is their culture. And you say, you are old enough to tell me what to do. Are you trying to tell me to fool around and flirt with the opposite sex now? A married man like you? I am really angry and pissed off right now. I used to wonder why you do not come home early to play with me or simply for me to see your face. Now, i pray you dont come home so often so you dont cause so much trouble to out family. he claims that by not speaking mandarin, we will lose the family touch. ITS JUST HIM AND HIS RUBBISH. i have always respected you, and i hope you dont make me lose respect for you.
all these simply shows how a jerk he is. a horrible man that even my mum dont even bother scolding or telling him off anymore.
CONCLUSION: DO NOT BE MARRIED. DO NOT BE CLOSE WITH GUYS BECAUSE THEY ARE ALL SIMPLY A PIECE OF BULLSHIT. SO I WAS RIGHT AND IT JUST PROVES MY THEORY TRUE THAT I SHOULD NEVER GET MARRIED.
orange was just a prelude.
love,
WenYan(:<3
11:33 PM
Monday, October 19, 2009
hi world,
here's the photo is just got from clar(:
1st row: Gerald, KeQin, Jeriel, YongPin
2nd Row: Delice, WenYan, Adelene, Clarissa
i really miss all that nonsense that we did in school, slacked and tried to play pranks on our tutors. the 4 guys are super funny and entertaining when they come together and the girls ( except for delice- gerald's gf) and anadee are always so sweet and always there. miss you all loads to the power of infinity!
bless me with all your luck and i shall go for my last promo paper tomorrow- HISTORY(:
love,
WenYan(:<3
7:17 AM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
love going to my grandma house recently and since i have nothing much better to do, i whipped up this vegetables for dinner and it was pretty much edible.
THE MOST PRODUCTIVE THING I DID WAS TO GOSSIP.
things are not much much better because i have totally no idea why too.
off to bathe and make myself feel better.
take care and bye(:
love,
WenYan(:<3
5:56 AM
Friday, October 16, 2009
hi world(:
Its so another boring day because i am preparing to go out for tuition soon.
met up with adelene, clar, yp, jeriel, gerald and kq yesterday and it was pretty funny. although we didnt talk much, but we can see that we were trying to yeah?!(: and most importantly, rememeber out next badminton outing and the chinese new year visit okay(: love you all to bits! shall wait for clar to pass me the photos so i can post it up yeah!
didnt manage to sleep yesterday and a few days ago because i simply kept thinking about ____. i swear it was not on purpose but i just cant get that feeling away. one word- horrible. the tortoise, the smiley bear. i simply dont know what i can do. i thought you were out of my mind. maybe simply, my heart's filled by you. its like rusting inside but i just cant reverse and pretend i dont know anything. all i pray for is just one good day of sleep without you in my dream. there is only one wish i would make on my birthday and i guess it would be the only wish i wished so hard in my lifetime. i wished i can say ______ to you personally.
alright. enough of my 'emo-ness' and off i go for my routine.
BYE(:
love,
WenYan(:<3
7:41 PM
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
heyhey!
i am so feeling much relieved now because the only paper i have left is history which is like next tuesday. thank god! anyway, here are some should-have-been-posted-long-ago photos:
taka with mum on sat and this cheese and bacon thing is awesome but fattening!
this was one of the best noodles i've eaten so far!
even a begger can afford this! hahah(:
today was cool because went shopping with mum and heres my new sandals(:
and owy junior's new dog! yeah(: I LOVE MY FAMILY!
anyway, yesterday was a horrible day because there was a accident under my house. lorry hit two person and i heard one of them have to amputate her legs. moreover, they i also heard from those aunties out there that they are not singaporean. oh dear. her blood was flowing everywhere throughout the whole width of the road and i was simply heart wrenching. i stood by the window, cant help but keep praying. i hope she's okay now and more importantly, i hope the story is not true. i am starting to worry looking at the way my dad drives):
shopped with mum and sister just now and it was a super enjoyable and fun trip! i love it so so so much! long time since we actually enjoyed some time out together(: bishan, ang mo kio and then back to yishun. yeah! i cant wait for my birthday to come and hint hint people, my birthday is on the 2nd Nov((: hahaha!
love,
WenYan(:<3
5:13 AM
Monday, October 12, 2009
today was alright. had econs and CSE paper. econs might not be that good but i hope i can pass. that goes for CSE too. note the keyword- HOPE. haha.
paper was not as tough as chemistry could get. everything was alright and i didnt feel extra stressful anyway. so today in summary, was a good day! i am supposed to be doing maths now but anyway, what's this picture for? i am supposed to keep fit after my papers! YEAH!
love,
WenYan(:<3
5:06 AM
Saturday, October 10, 2009
this is so what i am planning to do after my promos, after owy's grad night. haha! my dear friends, if you want tell me k?! cant wait for that((:
i am studying for my econs. i really hope i can ace the 2 papers tomorrow because they are my favourite subjects. so please continue praying for me k?! shall upload the nice food that i have been eating soon ya(:
had lunch with owy junior and mum at central just now and she offered to buy us each a soft toy that cost less than 50 dollars. all the way mum. i shall hope you continue to work hard so i can gain more too! external benefits that my mum gives off. ahha! but since its underconsumption of the external benefits, i shall help her to use some money to close the gap between SMB and PMB. hahahahah! THAT'S WHY IM A ECONS STUDENT(:
ALL THE WAY WENYAN!
love,
WenYan(:<3
11:25 PM
4 more days befire a can breathe in a little more air, to be able to walk a little lighter, to be able to sleep a little better. these 2 days were simply stressful not because of the upcoming promos but just simply, i had no mood to study. nothing went in, but everything came out. i really have to pray hard for everything. i need help- divine help.
sometimes dejavoo works. and its true. how i hope i can see it tonight, know the question and be happy to sit for my paper. to make everything worse, its my second time taking the papers and moreover, i was supposed to graduate already. i was supposed to be studying at home this coming week and i have to sit for promos all over again which is super dready.
i am in my grandma's house now and i should be mugging hard but apparently, i am not. oh god, i think i really need to burn the notes and stay constipated for a week so the information can stay in there. god bless me.
i am unhappy.
love,
WenYan(:<3
5:35 AM
Friday, October 9, 2009
my dears,
today is a a pretty sad day which is simply because i had a dream yesterday and today, its graduation for the j2s. well i was supposed to be there but i have not worked hard enough last year, so i am here again in j1.
these are some nice people in j2:
cerelia and linda, you are always being the silent yet nice friend
leona, the super hardworking one. take care of yourself my dear(:
yongshan, i know i will still see you!
murali, thanks for making my days and entertaining me
ruben, youre always just fantabulous(:
yinxiu, i will not say more because i know i will still contact you, haha!
and renzhi, we will continue to remininsce about P12, take care
my dear brother, thanks for always simply being there and giving me your 2 cents worth. i have to admit youre a great brother that i will thank god for and will never forget. dont stress k(: if i had the chance, i would choose you as my brother, i swear!
here's how you always entertain me!
qianying, i just remember how you encouraged me and take care of me during the PW days. its touching to have such a nice friend like you. meet up soon k(:
regina, youre just splendid though iritating. stay tall and be my best foe forever k!
julia, i just cant thank you enough because you are just always there for me. i cant wait to see you and meet you for some talk after As! remember dont stress okay(:
andy, my son!
debbie, charmaine and carmen, stay pretty always
mimi, steph, thanks for standing by me(: i know i will meet you all again soon..
and here's yanling who is always just simply noisy and someone who brightens up my day. although the days without you were peaceful, it was just not as interesting. i love the way we call shit and pee and gossip. study hard!
yeah, so fast and 2 years are going to be gone soon. It is fast yet super memorable. i cant imagine all the torture we went through in this school and all the time spent together. i dont know what to say but simple, thank you for loving me.
will miss you guys(:
love,
WenYan(:<3
4:21 AM
Thursday, October 8, 2009
i just came back from studying with joshua. met nicole and tracey in the end and we studied at starbucks. oh well, it was not as productive because we were purely gossiping away. and i saw orange. i didnt feel anything and i still do not feel anything now. i will not feel down because of him so my dear nicole, no worries(:
i must be feeling down because the j2s are leaving. i will miss you all. my dear classmates and all. i dont know what to say but i know i will miss you all. especially my pw group. no words can express what i really feel and all the hardship i have faced with you all around. just 4 words, i miss you all. very much, very very much. yanling is also leaving which means live is more boring now. i dont know how to say for what i feel but simple, i love you all.
love,
WenYan(:<3
4:27 AM
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
heyhey!
today's a okay day thanks to fatty tan. seriously, sometimes, i think i have to be a little more thankful to the people around me. thanks for being there to listen to me and to withstand my violent blows. hahah! its great to have a fat friend sometimes(:
school was fine today but was a little disappointed with my econs results. i swear i will work hard and try to do well for my promos. i will TRY not to slack okay?! left school early for tuition. so, got to come home early as well! YAY!
actually there is nothing much but i have to mention that i am seriously getting the tremors from the promos that is nearing. you guys better start praying for me..
and before i sign off, here's a little some to brighten up your day!
this is the day. 
sophie doing up the presentations slides
and the boys, totally slacking
went on to mac ritchie reservoir for jogathon and here's a simply summary!
while the girls were warming up, me and bryan were at our duty station chatting! 
here i am sleeping. 
nice scene, pretty place
and you better study hard or you shall end up doing this- clearing rubbish in sampan
at abour 8.15- 121 girls
a second shot(:
all the girls that were present from 121 
bussed to kallang mrt
took mrt home from there
everyone was sleeping and resting lah, tired people!
came home today and i received this invitation. i wanna go for this. its the 15th anniversary of my primary school and i am invited. i am so happy they kind of remembered me after so so so long. yeah! but now, the thing is looking for someone to go with me. so whoever got this tell me so i know i can attend it with someone. i know its gonna be boring(:
started with captains ball which was hilarious!
waited for out turn PATIENTLY while sweating profusely
I HAVE TO DECLARE THAT ZIGUANG IS A RECKLESS DRIVER
here's me(: credits to crystal 
abigial is a horrible driver
1st row: Gerald, KeQin, Jeriel, YongPin
love going to my grandma house recently and since i have nothing much better to do, i whipped up this vegetables for dinner and it was pretty much edible. 
this was one of the best noodles i've eaten so far!
even a begger can afford this! hahah(:
today was cool because went shopping with mum and heres my new sandals(:
and owy junior's new dog! yeah(: I LOVE MY FAMILY!
today was alright. had econs and CSE paper. econs might not be that good but i hope i can pass. that goes for CSE too. note the keyword- HOPE. haha.
this is so what i am planning to do after my promos, after owy's grad night. haha! my dear friends, if you want tell me k?! cant wait for that((:
4 more days befire a can breathe in a little more air, to be able to walk a little lighter, to be able to sleep a little better. these 2 days were simply stressful not because of the upcoming promos but just simply, i had no mood to study. nothing went in, but everything came out. i really have to pray hard for everything. i need help- divine help. 
leona, the super hardworking one. take care of yourself my dear(:
yongshan, i know i will still see you!
murali, thanks for making my days and entertaining me 
ruben, youre always just fantabulous(:
yinxiu, i will not say more because i know i will still contact you, haha!
and renzhi, we will continue to remininsce about P12, take care
my dear brother, thanks for always simply being there and giving me your 2 cents worth. i have to admit youre a great brother that i will thank god for and will never forget. dont stress k(: if i had the chance, i would choose you as my brother, i swear!
here's how you always entertain me!
qianying, i just remember how you encouraged me and take care of me during the PW days. its touching to have such a nice friend like you. meet up soon k(:
regina, youre just splendid though iritating. stay tall and be my best foe forever k!
julia, i just cant thank you enough because you are just always there for me. i cant wait to see you and meet you for some talk after As! remember dont stress okay(:
andy, my son!
debbie, charmaine and carmen, stay pretty always 
mimi, steph, thanks for standing by me(:
and here's yanling who is always just simply noisy and someone who brightens up my day. although the days without you were peaceful, it was just not as interesting. i love the way we call shit and pee and gossip. study hard!
