4 more days befire a can breathe in a little more air, to be able to walk a little lighter, to be able to sleep a little better. these 2 days were simply stressful not because of the upcoming promos but just simply, i had no mood to study. nothing went in, but everything came out. i really have to pray hard for everything. i need help- divine help.

sometimes dejavoo works. and its true. how i hope i can see it tonight, know the question and be happy to sit for my paper. to make everything worse, its my second time taking the papers and moreover, i was supposed to graduate already. i was supposed to be studying at home this coming week and i have to sit for promos all over again which is super dready.

i am in my grandma's house now and i should be mugging hard but apparently, i am not. oh god, i think i really need to burn the notes and stay constipated for a week so the information can stay in there. god bless me.

i am unhappy.