alright. this is basically how i feel like now. i think most of the people feel this way. i never hated school so much when i was in PHS. i didnt really took any MCs before coz i simply cant bear to miss school. today is so different. How i hope i can take MCs for many many days, in fact. everyday. The thought of simply going to school makes me feel like puking. homework and revision are my life now. i have to do all these and yet i am not because i am simply tired of YJ life. i need some divine help to pull me through, i swear.

another 5 more days before i can take a break again. i am so waiting for chinese new year so that i can have a long holiday. i am growing fat, so fat that i cant wear alot of clothes including the ones i bought for chinese new year. now, i have to do shopping AGAIN):

to all my friends who are on the verge of giving up:

my dears, this is a long road yet short road. it is a tough and difficult journey. its like some torture chamber of your life. i am suffering there too but hold on and continue to pray because we are hoping to look for a brighter future k! and i'll be there if you need most imptly, if you need someone to confide in, just give me a ring ya. Take care and jiayous!