here i am again after much procrastination.
love yesterday because dad allowed me to go for enrolment service. lovely days in PHS i would remember. lovely friends, lovely teachers and lovely school. let me reiterate again. never to come to my jc.
MORNING
went to the polyclinic to change my dressing. got pretty angry because some beebee person didnt book a appt for me when she claim she did and therefore wasted lots of my time. lucky i went to check and there's this lovely lady in charge of payment who helped me. and worse of all, that beebee person didnt even do my dressing well the last time.
AFTERNOON
adelene tan came and gave me a wonderful maths class. the only reason why i lasted was because it was adelene. imagine if it was my maths tutor, i'll probably die. revised on complex number which have killed my brain till this moment.
aunty came as well to visit me. they gave me a lovely card and i knew it was my cousin's work for the awesome handwriting. i wished i had that handwriting. and no teacher would complain about them anymore.
EVENING
here i am slacking away and waiting for my 7pm show. time seem to pass super slowly now. my head is killing me in addition to the dizzy spells and back uncomfort. oh my goodness
CONCLUSION:
MATHS + BACK PAIN + DIZZY= TODAY = TORTURE
love,
WenYan(:<3
I AM ROTTING AT HOME YET AGAIN
woke up to go to polyclinic to change my dressing. as usual people stare at me because i was sitting on a wheelchair. one thing left me puzzled was- why cant the young use wheelchair?! omg, all the cleaners and people that attended to me looked at my leg and start asking hey what happened to your leg:/
meihui adelene clarissa berlinda came to cisit me at home which made me really happy. adds a little more to the mundane life at home.
continue to pray and hope that i can go for enrolment okay(:
TATA people!
love,
WenYan(:<3
THIS IS HOW I SPENT MY LIFE TODAY
with loads of thanks to my awesome aunty who lent me this book to eradicate all the boredom in hospital. thank you(:
its another morning but a much much happier one because i woke up at home. i must say- good day. everything was a little more different with everyone in school and i at home. and most importantly, dad let me sleep on his bed with mum. that was really comfortable. cool!
One thing caught my attention. it was written by dan clark named practical application:
he's teaching her arithmetic
he said it was his mission
he kissed her once and twice and said
"now this is addition"
and as he added smack by smack
in silent satisfaction,
he sweetly kisses back and said
"now that's subtraction"
then he kissed her, and she kissed him
without an explanation
and both together smiled and said
"that's multiplication"
then dad appeared upon the scene
and made a quick decision
he kicked that kid three blocks away and said
"that's long division"
i think other than a quick read on my maths notes, this is something of maths that really interest me. cant wait to show ms ng. i actually did something maths related WILLINGLY. that's the word- WILLINGLY.
of course i did a little reading for econs and maths. i kind of realise that i am falling behind in econs and im not really catching up especially on macroeconomics. i love micro though.
shall stop here and rest. fever for ytd and today. i hope i GET WELL SOON(:
love,
WenYan(:<3
i am finally back and thanks people, i am fine.
WEDNESDAY
went into sgh and prepared for for operation with some blood test and stuff. got to talk to some aunty and made me feel relaxed. i had no worries, yet excited for the operationa actually. hahah! i was still jumpy and stuff. omg, there's thes doctor which poked the needle in and out and in and out over and over and over again to try to get some blood out from me.
THURSDAY
operation day. mum, dad and owy came to talk to me around 6 plus in the morning before i was wheeled in for my operation. i have to say this, technology is cool. the operation bed is so cool with loads of functions. i happily jumped into it and attempted to fiddle with some buttons. of course, dad and mum looked so worried and sad. they kept asking and confiming my operation and my details before pushing me into the real operation theatre. there were so many people there but most were really old- at least thrice my age. all i did was to look around and finding out what was happening. anesthetist was cool. he was super funny and after waiting for a while, i was put on anesthetic somehow and i didnt know. slept.
i opened my eyes to the call of my name around 6pm. heard dad and owy standing by me. i was in high dependency ward then. i could only roughly see a very blurred image. luckily for me, i didnt vomit or stuff. lips were so dry, everything was peeling off. i was glad huiling franco lillian and bryan came. sorry dear, i tried my best but it was really painful to speak, really appreciate it. totally love you guys!
FRIDAY-SUNDAY
day by day living on morphine and without food. omg. 72 without food was horrible. but was bearable. 2.5 days in HDU and then back to some normal ward. it was tremendous improvement daily with the help of the nurses. managed to sit up a little and saw my relatives and huiling and lillian once again(:
MONDAY
learned to walk and the stay in hospital was really horrible. i cant stand the monotonous life there. no homework no nothing to do. all i do is to slack. i cried
TUESDAY
got permission for discharge and was on early discharge. went for physio and fainted with BP 80/40. rested a while and came home.
THANK YOU ALL WHO ASK AND CARED FOR ME. IT IS REALLY TRUE WHEN MY PARENTS SAY- WHEN YOU ARE SICK YOU KNOW WHO'S YOUR TRUE FRIENDS. thank you thank you. peiling,weiling, huiling and lillian, you are those that really impressed me. thank you thank you. love you much.
of course, with special dedication to my direct family members, who went there DAILY. it was really tough but thank you. i really appreciate it(:
love,
WenYan(:<3
A little change of the heartA little light in the dark
A little hope that you might find your way up out of here
cause you've been hiding for days,
wasted and wasting away
but I got a little hope today you'll face your fears
yeah I know its not easy,
I know that its hard
follow the lights to the city
get up and go,
take a chance and be stronger
you could spend your whole life holding on
dont look back just go,
take a breath, move along
or you could spend your whole life holding on
you could spend your whole life holding on
Believe the tunnel can end,
believe your body can mend
yeah I know you can make it through,
cause I believe in you
So lets go put up a fight,
lets go make everything all right
go on and take a shot,
go give it all youve got
oh yeah I know its not easy,
I know that its hard
No, its not always pretty
get up and go,
take a chance and be strong
or you could spend your whole life holding on
dont look back just go,
take a breath, move along
or you could spend your whole life holding on
you could spend your whole life holding on
Dont wanna wake up to the telephone ring
"are you sitting down?
I need to tell you something"
enough is enough;
you can stop waiting to breathe
and dont wait up for me
dont you spend your whole life holding on
yeah yeah
its so much assignments and commitments that are hanging me right up to my neck now. no time to put pictures, sorry dears as i would probably spend the time sleeping. i am really amazed at this song because it kinds of motivates me and thanks abigial, its her awesome recommendation.
on top of all, the A level results this year is tremendously horrid which totally makes me stressed as well. i am lying here on mum's bed trying to read hard on economics. it totally does not help with the pain on my shoulders.
love,
WenYan(:<3
here i am again after much procrastination.
THIS IS HOW I SPENT MY LIFE TODAY
A little change of the heart